feeling so emotional now. I'm lying on bed covering myself in my parent's thick fluffy blanket. I don't feel good at all. not even a single bit. I'm feeling so unaccomplished in life. I miss those days when my alarm goes off at 650am and I'll snooze it twice before getting up to wash up and dress up. I'll never be late for work. usually by 855 I'll be turning on my laptop and waiting for our morning meeting to commence. and by 6pm I'll be all ready to knock off sharp in another 30 mins time already. sigh. well.. gone were such disciplined days. I need routine in my life very badly. I've so fucking much freedom and flexibility in life now and I swear it's really doing me no good. I'm getting so lazy, and I'm only 23. how long more do I've to stay like that? everyone envies the freedom of what I'm doing now, trust me when I say it's really nothing fun at all. imagine how would you feel when all your best friends are busy at work and here you're loitering somewhere? it just makes me feel utterly useless. that's for me, I'm not sure about how others feel about being so free. using the "official" hours I work a month, and the amount of money I earned, it seems almost too unrealistic. everyone will go "wow so good?! why you still so down about it!" right you're not me, you won't understand. sighhhhhhhhh I'm so extremely helpless now! :"(

HAPPY MONDAY EVERYONE! :)

today's entry is supposed to be on my Bali trip.... damn I'm a little lazy though. so I guess I'm gonna make this something random instead?

just checked out Singapore Airlines website, and omg?! it only costs about 1.7k for three to travel to Taipei this coming March. such great deal! but I'm so lazy (yes, lazy again!) to go research which hotel to stay in, the weather and so on and so forth. haha fuck man why am I getting so lazy!!!! that's why I know I need to engage myself in a disciplined job soon.

I've been INSANELY dosmetic these days, haven't party for the longest time. I think my last was on a public hol eve, the night before Deepavali. amazing right!

here's one picture of myself to end this very senseless entry hahahahahaha! kthxbye x



MWAHHHHH BYEBYE!

everytime I sit in front of my laptop, I make an attempt to blog but always ended up not doing so. why am I so fickle in life! I permed my hair and now I miss my straight hair. I switched back to blackberry a month again and guess what? I just bought an iPhone last night hahahaha I know I am really epic sometimes. I pity my best friends, most of them really do know me better than I know myself.

I am trying to do up 2 blog entries, first the hotel sleepover with besties on 29th Oct! ikr. almost a month ago already haha! the other will be the Bali vacation with Angela about 2 weeks back.

before anything, please say hello to my bunny iPhone! wanted to get black cos I somehow prefer black but it was OOS so.. yup.



I took this pic with my iPad.

okay anyhow anyway, our girly sleepover at Pan Pacific Singapore!

spent the morning with Celest and Angela too. we got Mok to drive us to somewhere in Kallang for a branded fair, sadly those stuff there are disappointing. no damage done, thank you. after so we headed over to Robert Timms at Wheelock place for brunch. didn't know they serve all day breakfast. super yummy nom! these days I'm crazily addicted to coffee esp cappuccino and Starbucks christmas flavor toffeenut latte. the thing is I always liked coffee but recently I am just craving for coffee NON-STOP. I reckon its better to look forward to coffee than beer right? haha I am no more a beer girl, call me a coffee girl.









its a best friends meet best friends day!!!! love love love this pic to bits :*)



and here is me in my fly birdy fly cardigan hahaha

after a hearty meal, its check in time! :)











ROOM 1127, its just a few steps away from the elevator!



poolside view from the room! I am such a sun and pool whore, sadly my besties hate the sun so we didn't head down.



big big big king bed



awesome toilet. they have the most high tech shower "instrument" and the flush system too!







we spent quite sometime nuaing on the bed, and watching random tv channels. G is such a HUGE fan of channel 8, kept saying "can we watch channel 8? can we?" hahahahaha it was super hilarious I mean wtf? why would you wanna watch channel 8!!!! not like you are my mom or what. even my mom is not that into it! told you my besties are all so adorable!







Mok brought some very awful looking color frames from her office so I had to make the pics b&w hahahahaha but still its quite fun to camwhore with. G was totally discriminating them too, just like how she discrimates a toy poodle that don't look like one!





my fav Barbie on Cartoon Network! btw I just transferred 3 Barbie movies to my iPad. Barbie A Fashion Fairytale, Barbie A Fairy Secret, Barbie in A Mermaid Tale haha not like you all care. but they're indeed wonderful shows! don't judge.



off to pack dinner and do some light grocery shopping, we are just 1 min away from Marina Square. such a prime location!



I still can't believe that McDonald's discontinued curry sauce? not too sure if its OOS or discontinued though. how to eat nuggets without curry sauce! first it was mayo, and now this. seriously?!



LJS





yes, I camwhore almost all the time.

after eating, we spent the evening nuaing (again) in the room till about 8+. asked them to Paulaner to chill BUT they refused. Paulaner was just a stone throw away omg. it was a perfect opportunity to drink till high! thank God I bought beer from Carrefour.





and there was this surprise complimentary birthday cake from the hotel! tasted gooooood *slurps*







no candles, so we had to make do with virtual ones! I had no idea why Mok downloaded such app on her iPhone?



you had to literally blow to the phone to extinguish the candles. IKR. hahahahaha!



$1 strawberry stickers from a random push-cart at Suntec! sadly I left it in the hotel.... :"(

then we out to Watsons to get some necessity, eg; sanitary pads. and we da-paoed sinful hawker delights from Makansutra!



as usual G was the first to sleep, Mok and I had some bedtime senseless talk before turning in at about 3?

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!



my face looked so FAT??????







then it was lunch buffet at Hai Tien Lo on the 37th floor!





okay I am not posting the food pics. I'm losing my attention span already!

alright finally done with this entry!!!! Bali next.

Happy mid-week to all <3

hello Monday, no Monday blues cos its a public holiday yo! happy day for everyone but I'm sure "Tuesday blues" will be plastered everywhere on facebook and twitter tomorrow. But not for me, I'll be on leave till after my Bali trip! I'm so boreeeeeeeeed but I'm refusing to step out of home, cos I'm lazy, all I want is some cosy me time (I'm feelin' REALLY bored though). why am I always contradicting myself? sigh. anyway since I've so much spare time, so here I'm rambling.

SO. BORED.

SUDDENLY I'VE NO MOOD TO BLOG AGAIN. OMG GRACE. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? :"(

I'm off to the arms of my Sophie Kinsella's novel...... goodbye!

omg its already the 28th! before you know it we'll be counting down to 2012.

I made quite a number of futile attempts to blog last week. I really wanted to blog but can't seem to put anything together.

anyhow. anyway I can't seem to churn out any proper paragraphs now too. okay, photos? October is a celebratory month for me! but again I'm not a very birthday person, so its more of just simple dinner with friends. nothing fancy! ooooh and my sore eye didn't recovered till like this week? so I'm bespectacled for the whole of my birthday week. ikr. FML. by the way my current loop song is LMFAO's Sexy and I Know It. super high listening it!

last last Friday (okay the 14th), it was dinner at Brotzeit and after party at Boiler! no camera with me, so thank you iPhone.











super love my eyebrow here hahahahaha





ben is so gayyyyyyy



















perfect match hahahahahahaha





high tea buffet at Shangri La's Rose Veranda



just cos I partied with my contacts the previous night, my left eye was this red over the whole weekend. serve me right? I know.



dearest Celestina is wearing eyeliner woooooooooooo



ordered 3 pots of tea, with one named Happy Birthday Tea haha no birthday cake but I have birthday tea. YOU HAVE?







happy with my surprise gift! Angela hates writing card but cos she knew Celest is writing one for me so I had the honour to receive a tiny one from her. despite the size, her words were really touching and meaningful. :*)





we had one hilarious prawn mee cooking session hahahaha nooooo not elaborating. so throw face!





absolutely no idea how Celest always managed to lay out the dishes so nicely. ours looked like crap all the time. I admit I'm the worst.



ice cream? #fail



loveeeee creme brulee!

spent Sunday night at Boon Lay Raja Seafood Restaurant with my parents, Gran and cousin. yummy and cheap food! so much better than Jumbo.















as usual, my fav ee fu mee



everyone was so full, I was the only one ordering dessert. why am I such a glutton! no wonder I gained 3 kgs over the past 6 months. :(

Monday night was spent with besties, drove to our fav Dempsey. Dinner was at Roadhouse and chilled at Harry's after.



fine. I know I looked damn fail.





SO SPICY SOMEONE CALL 995 PLSSSSSSSSSS











meh. very mediocre food.

over to Harry's. and I had my 1 for 1 pint discount. yay! both besties drank mocktails hahahahahaha why are we so different but I still love them to bits <3 x





okay I'm a little tired now. brb.